``210510 ,

Guys , nt really in a mood but juz wna post coz .. I juz tink tat today , is a meaningful day for me & ahhbi . We played for so many days , & today , we taught each other meaningful things , so rare of us rights ? Hahs , i noe :3 .

Today , ohhya wait , lemme tel you the rest of my results :

Maths : 50/100 PASS !

Lit : 16/100 Obviously FAIL !

Sci : 41.5/100 FAIL !

Hist : 39 ( something liddat ) /100 FAIL !

Today , went to slack wif ahhbi & baby , then around ................ 3 + ? My father cal AGAIN zz .

FATHER : Where are you ?
ME : (ask Liyana first ) Somewhere in Chongpang .

FATHER : You wif who ?

ME : Liyana .

FATHER : Dont lie i noe gt other ppl .

ME : You dont believe ur prob lahh .

FATHER : OI !

ME : Wat ?

FATHER : I dont believe oni you & Liyana .

ME : Dont believe cme here see lahh .

FATHER : You at where ?

ME : (ask Liyana again ) 733 .

FATHER : Ok i ltr go find you .

*kup* I noe vry detailed .

FUCKTARD ! Aftr tat i told him i going hme , so bobian lo , go hme , cbcbcbcbcb cb kia , reach hme talk to him nt even 2 sentences , heckcare him lahhs , he's nt important in my life alrdy .

Thenthen , lemme talk bout hppy things lahh , the scolding ltr then scold x: .

We 3 go slack ma , then all suddenly emo , LOL , then listeing song blarblar , ( ok actually nt really hppy de thing ) LOL i lame lahh .

Morning , almost cried for all subj , mummy was all the way talking to me , those meaningful things lahh ofcoz , then i say : I GIV UP , I DONTWNA SUDY ANYMORE ! I WIL BE SAME AS SHAWN , EVERYDAY SLP IN CLASS , THEN I WNA BE A PAIKIA , I WAN TAKE DRUG I WAN SMOKE I WAN SNIFF GLUE I WAN DO WAT PK DO ! Aftr tat i go crush my sci OTAS ppr , then throw at Liyana x: She pick up , open , nag me , but , vry meaningful , made me cry for a vry longg tym , even the sex programme , ( LMAO ) . She asked do i wan to hv a gd future nxt tym , wat i wan , i say , i wan Shawn , LMAO ! Then she say , so you wan hppy future wif Shawn or sad ? I was like tinking .. Aftr tat i ans her say my parents see me tis kindof results , oni noe hw to say i retain , wont encourage me or anything , then mummy juz ask me ignore them , & we stil hv end of yr exam , but for my parents ? END OF LIFE . All those blarblar skip skip skip ,

Juz nw , went to sp wif ahhbi , joking around , then when slack , we said our true feelings , then we giv each pther advices , so rare of us to do tat , then , we were like so called "EMOING"

Ok luhh , post til here , nthng to scold my father , dontwna waste my energy scolding ppl like him , oops , he's nt a human x: .

BUHBYE .

You forced me to do this ,

Things are not happening as i want it to happen ,

I didn't meant things to happen this way ,

I never wanted it to happen like this ..

FML .

Total , out of 9 subj , i oni passed 4 , my MYE totally flunked , no hope , im hopeless , wadeva i do my parents wont be satisfied , no helix piercing .. No freedom .. EVERYTHING IS GONE ! IM LEFT WIF NTHNG AT ALL ! I cry & cry , nobody cares anw .

Tears is a part of my life & it'll forever be ,
In my life , you can see tears everyday .
[ Edited , 210510 , 10.41pm ]